I can't stand being around myself anymore. I don't understand why anyone
would want to be around me if they didn't have to. I just wish I could
be someone else for a day just so I could say I've been happy once.

I want someone that honestly understands me. Someone who just wants to
sit and talk with me about life. Just to lay in bed all day and hold me
so I don't need to spend my nights crying anymore alone.

Also...rip casey calvert<33
You'll be missed. The good die young<3

I seriously hate not being able to sleep when I want to. I'm so tired
but so awake. My painkillers aren't workking and they're making the
insomnia worse.

On wednesday I went 5 1/2 hours down to iowa to see fall out boy. Had
early entry and meet and greet andthose are always fun. During cute is
what we aim for I broke 2 ribs and had some dude carry me over to
security, so life hasn't beeen so wonderful since then. I pretty much
killed my sidekick in that pit but whatever. By fall out boy I was 2nd
row on peters side next to 4673892 screaming 10yr old girls. Fucking
ridiculous. It was the wierdest fall out boy show ever, everything was
so different.

Today I worked an 8hr shift and fucking working black friday was a bitch
and working with broken ribs doesn't make it any easier. I work tomorrow
nad sunday for a total of 16 hours. I'm so fucking dead.

Oh and fuck you bank for not depositing my paycheck into my bank account
when I fucking need it. Whatever worst week ever now I'm going to get
back to watching my jonas brother bio show ahah.s
--Sent via Sidekick from T-Mobile

'I'm sick of my life and drowning in my own head' sort of tired.

So basically I'm in need of a new job and extra cash. My job now is so
shitty and most of the people are dicks. My sidekick is actign up again,
I think I'm just going to upgrade to an lx soon. Haha I'm at petco and I
seriously want a new pet. Either a ferret or a chinchila(however you
spell it)

--heyjennet<3