Why can't you just say it to me? I'd probably say yes.
--Sent from my T-Mobile Sidekick®

When I leave this town I don't want to bring any of this with me. I want to start fresh. I don't want people know all the stupid shit I did to make myself feel okay. I know a lot of people know the stupid mistakes I've made to make myself feel better and more alive even though it did the complete opposite but I wish everyone would stop judging over a few bad desicions I've mad and learn to like me for me.

I can't stand being around myself anymore. I don't understand why anyone
would want to be around me if they didn't have to. I just wish I could
be someone else for a day just so I could say I've been happy once.

I want someone that honestly understands me. Someone who just wants to
sit and talk with me about life. Just to lay in bed all day and hold me
so I don't need to spend my nights crying anymore alone.

Also...rip casey calvert<33
You'll be missed. The good die young<3

I seriously hate not being able to sleep when I want to. I'm so tired
but so awake. My painkillers aren't workking and they're making the
insomnia worse.

On wednesday I went 5 1/2 hours down to iowa to see fall out boy. Had
early entry and meet and greet andthose are always fun. During cute is
what we aim for I broke 2 ribs and had some dude carry me over to
security, so life hasn't beeen so wonderful since then. I pretty much
killed my sidekick in that pit but whatever. By fall out boy I was 2nd
row on peters side next to 4673892 screaming 10yr old girls. Fucking
ridiculous. It was the wierdest fall out boy show ever, everything was
so different.

Today I worked an 8hr shift and fucking working black friday was a bitch
and working with broken ribs doesn't make it any easier. I work tomorrow
nad sunday for a total of 16 hours. I'm so fucking dead.

Oh and fuck you bank for not depositing my paycheck into my bank account
when I fucking need it. Whatever worst week ever now I'm going to get
back to watching my jonas brother bio show ahah.s
--Sent via Sidekick from T-Mobile

'I'm sick of my life and drowning in my own head' sort of tired.

So basically I'm in need of a new job and extra cash. My job now is so
shitty and most of the people are dicks. My sidekick is actign up again,
I think I'm just going to upgrade to an lx soon. Haha I'm at petco and I
seriously want a new pet. Either a ferret or a chinchila(however you
spell it)

--heyjennet<3

just woke up from a terrible nightmare. i dont know why this always happens i finally fall asleep and almost immediately after i get woken up by the same nightmares. i want them to leave me alone.

why can't i just get over him. its seriously fucking killing me.

Every word has been written, every thought has been expressed.
If you understood me it just might make sense.
Don't try and save me, giving up is so much easier. And if you have tried, thank you for actually noticing the girl dying inside.